When I first arrived at Kolob Canyon RTC and stepped into the Equine Program, I couldn’t have imagined the lasting impact it would have on me. I was eager to learn but scared to fully engage—uncertain of my own abilities and afraid of failure. Then I met Cove, a little mare whose fears and insecurities mirrored my own.
From the beginning, Cove was sensitive and defensive, panicking at the smallest movement. I quickly realized that in order to help her, I needed to focus on myself. She needed patience, trust, and consistency—and so did I. Training Cove became a reflection of my own journey. I learned to slow down, to communicate clearly, and to have confidence in my capacity to make progress. Growth wasn’t about perfection; it was about persistence.
One of the most powerful lessons I learned was that success isn’t about forcing change—it’s about building trust. There were days when even stepping toward the tie rail would send Cove into a panic, and I had to learn to meet her where she was, instead of where I wanted her to be. I began to apply this lesson to my own life, in my relationships, in school, and in my own healing. Because of Kolob Canyon RTC’s Equine Program through Reins of Change, I gained not only horsemanship skills but also the ability to navigate challenges with resilience and empathy.
Now, as a graduate of the program, I have the incredible opportunity to intern under the equine director. Every week, I see firsthand how this program changes lives—just like it changed mine. Watching other students find healing and confidence through horses reminds me why this work is so important.
Cove and I have come so far together. She’s now standing tied, working safely under saddle, and has entered her first horse show—something I never would have imagined when we first started. This program gave me more than I ever could have hoped for. It gave me purpose, direction, and a passion that I will carry with me forever.
If you’re considering supporting Reins of Change, know that your contribution goes beyond just the horses. You’re helping young people find themselves, rebuild their confidence, and create a future they never thought possible. I know this because I was one of them. This was only made possible through the Reins of Change Foundation, whose support transforms lives—just as it did mine.