Memoir, Tributes and “MALCHUT”
On the evening day of Rosh Hashanah Celebration, the Jewish New Year, today: September 20, 2017, I found out that you are already 3 years death, and I didn’t know. Mama Hasya, I tried to visit you just about that time. I took walks each Shabbos towards the Doheny Mansion, from the residence were temporarily I took shelter in Beverly Hills as I was transitioning with life once again, and I needed to be close to you to regain strength as always I did when I was under your energy field and received your lovingkindness. I called Erika asking for a date to visit you. All she said, was that the family didn’t welcome visits at that point due to your health conditions, so I looked at the house gate each time I walked by, and you must have cached my energy surrounding you and sent back sparkles of goodness, as I received help almost immediately after your departure, and a huge life shift occurred benefiting my situation generously. I learn now reading the post I found in the internet that the dates coincide, I am pasting it here as part of this article tribute to you.
Sorry I couldn’t be close to you during the last couple of years of your Parkinson’s. I became sick with depression last season I took care of you. It was so difficult to absorb that such an intelligent amazing woman’s brain was gone with the Alzheimer’s stage of the disease. I became a Docent at the Museum of Tolerance to walk visitors through the dignity of the Holocaust’s survivor’s lives instead of continuing seeing you, I couldn’t, it was painful. My personal life went down the hill speedily then, parallel to your life’s health decay.
I am posting this article in memoir to the most wonderful individual that was part of this earth and Universe, leaving meaningful traces of brilliant diamonds to all those that got the privilege to know her. Hasya was the most compassionate woman, friend and “mother” (she didn’t like I called her Mother), ..a New Wisdom supporter of a relevant real meaning of family and relationships, a ‘Woman’s Liberation’ leader, role model, my teacher.
Erka, I wish to get in touch with you, I changed computers and lost your e-mail address contact and number.
Mili Leinwand (Aka: Atmo)