when my husband died from suicide 9 weeks ago i tried to get as much help as possible and everyone i approached (my gp and counselling services) told me i had to wait at least 6 months then i came across the Alliance of Hope forum which i feel saved me because it gave me a place to vent all my emotions and too also meet other people who were going through similar situations. It has been a godsend to me and i am forever grateful for all the support and guidance i have received from it. Long may it continue as i still have a very long bumpy journey ahead.